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My household, lacking a grandfather, was governed by the matriarchy. I was often imposed a curfew under strict martial law. My grandmother was the highest-ranking official whose son, my father, succumbed to her reign which I believe began when he was born. My mother was somewhere between a General and a Private, depending on the whimsical mood of my grandmother. My father was a foot soldier; with a horse he might have gained cavalry ranking. The usurpation of power was a daily battle between my father and grandmother. But there was immediate ceasefire as soon as my grandmother embarked on her crying strategy. A similar battle would be waged between my father and mother in their privacy where my father would often be seen retreating to the veranda with an invisible tail wedged between his legs. A grandfather was not at hand to overthrow the government. What a calamity, I thought! Except for the time when my father went to work at the local bank, he was a permanent fixture on the canvas-backed easy chair on the veranda, flipping through newspapers both in Tamil and English. It used to mystify me. Was he so bored that he had to read the same news in two languages, or was he trying to detect something lost in translation? His friends would drop by to carry on a lengthy conversation with him in English only to go inside and talk to my mother and grandmother in perfect Tamil. Why talk to my father in English when they all knew Tamil? Was English a practiced formality or were they showing off their prowess? I had no answer. "Don't mind them. The British made them feel inadequate as an elite class unless they spoke English. How convenient for the British!? my grandmother would screech between gritted teeth. "India has so many wonderful languages so why borrow a foreign tongue? No wonder Sanskrit is dead!" she would complain.
I
often took my grandmother's side since I had no knowledge of
English. Nor did I know the language my baby sister spoke which
sounded just as strange. I was not sure if she made up words as she
went along or spoke the language God only knew. However, I felt
sorry for my baby sister because when she was born the spot above
her forehead was soft which meant she had damaged goods underneath.
There were other telltale signs of abnormality. In the mornings she
smelled like milk but as the day wore on she smelled like sour
yogurt. I was convinced she was decaying inside. "Don't hurt my
baby sister, Planet Saturn!" I would pray. I also would wish for
her not to drool so much and stop crying all night long as if she
were on fire. |
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